Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Bla Bla Bla...

Hmmm…
Few more days I’ll fly to Rome, Italy.

Now my emotion is quite complicated.

Felt excited?
Sure, Rome should be a great place.

Felt worried?
Sure, Rome is out of my comfort zone.
I live in Malaysia for 21 years already.
Suddenly have to change a new environment, a Western culture..
Seroiusly, I felt nervous..

I’ve been travel a lot and went Europe before.
But this time is going there for 6 months not 1 week!!
What should I bring?
Should I bring this?
Should I not bring that?
I used to an expert in keeping my luggage but this time I got so many “??” in my head.
I don’t know whether it is really cold in Rome? 2 degree Celsius..
Is it considered cold for me?
I think so..
But I can only bring 20kg luggage.. =(
Should I buy the clothes over there?
Euro, 5X of our RM..
Before spend really have to fikir baik-baik dulu..


Anyway, I’m lazy to continue write this nonsense thing..
Haha..
I just want to find a way to express my feeling..


Rome…..!!!!!!!!
I’m coming….!!!!!!!!!!


*After the relaxing moment, have to continue keep my luggage.. =(
Headache again..

Monday, December 15, 2008

Twilight

Last week went to watch Twilight..
Such a nice and romantic story..
I have decided to buy the novel to read, hehe..

Can't believe, i'm going to buy my 1st english novel!!
haha..

Result

Finally today the result of Mechanical Department is out where others department 1 months ago had came out.. =.="

Others subject i still sastify except critical thinking and instrument.
I don't know why critical thinking will get A- and instrument will get B+!!

I'm so confidence with this paper and n thought will get an A..
haiz..

Dr. Rahizar..

Tomorrow i'll go to find him and asked him the reason for giving a B+!!!

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Asia Conference

I always want to update my blog since i backed from Asia Conference.
But my schedule was too pack, no time for me to do so..

If I want to write about Asia Conference,
i believe i can easily write a 10 thousands words' article, haha..
because it's too great, too awesome, too...too...too...powerful...
Especailly the message on last night, preached by Rev Dr. A.R.Bernad.
The message just blew me away..
1 and half hour message with no a single second i feel boring..
it was like an excited journey, a life impacting journey..

I don't want to write anymore..
just want to said, Asia Conference is the BEST conference i had ever joined!!
I'm looking forward on 2010 Asia Conference, i belive it is going to be even greater!!
Hallelujah!!


Last, i want to conclude this article with a sentence that said by Rev. Dr. A.R.Bernad.

...Change of one person, cause the change of entire nation..

Will u want to be the person?

Ya, God i want..!

Friday, November 7, 2008

Blessing from God

God blessing keep coming right after I pledge the building fund to God on last Wednesday!!!

1st, I received a phone call from my sister, she said she had bank in RM200 for me.
My sister always bless me financially, but she seldom just bank in money to me without asking whether I still have enough to spend or not.
This time, I still have some money in my pocket, but she just blessed me.


2nd, I received a phone call from CITRA, they said they going to held a work shop for those are going to Italy.
Guess what, the work shop is from 24-26/11.
Right after I back from Singapore on mid night of 24/11!!
My exam finish at 17/11, normally, if u want to organize some activities, u won’t wait until 1 week after student finish exam.
Because mostly, students will go back hometown right after the exam finish.
I know this is a miracle from God because He knew that I don’t want to miss Asia Conference!!
Haha.. Praise the Lord!! =)


3rd, This morning thesis title is out, I’m so lucky because I can choose the title first.
Why? The reason is most of my coursemates was sat for their exam this morning.
Last year I had taken this subject, so I can choose my title first before the good title is chosen by other. Praise the Lord..!!
After chose the title, me and Chai How went to met the lecturer, he suddenly said we can actually do the same title together, just need to do the different report. (Normally thesis is one person work)
I get shock, it’s amazing.
And I just read from the bible during my quiet time,
“Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor.” Ecclesiastes 4:9

I believe I can have my good reward in my (thesis) labor.
I believe this is a blessing from God.
His angle is keep protecting me…
His Spirit is keep guiding me…
Praise the Lord!!
I believe there are more to come.. =)

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

...Deep Thought...

Today a typical question appears in my mind.
If ur mother and ur wife fall into a sea, u can only save one, who will u save?


Before that I not really have a deep thought on this question.
Normally we will just treat it as a nonsense question.
But actually not…
Remember the movie “Money Not Enough 2”?
The parent has to choose whether to save their only daughter or their only mother.
Base on the movie, the solution is mother give up in the “game”.


A pastor said this when he met his daughter’s boyfriend,
“Don’t say to me how much u love my daughter, U will never love my daughter as I do, for I’ll lay down my life for her.”
Ya, I pretty sure we can speak the same thing to our daughter’s boyfriend.
But how about her husband?
I pretty sure also, the husband will lay down his life for the wife as well.


I’m not sure whether there is a right answer for this question.
Perhaps there is, just I'm not mature enough to figure out.
Perhaps the best solution is either one party gives up.


Why not today let us just take a moment to think about it… …
Because I pretty sure all of us will have to come to this kind of situation one day.
The matter is whether the case is so serious until the either party will die.


U don’t have to force urself to give an answer.
But try ur best to make both of them happy.

Remember...

love the one u love the most, but never forget the one who love u most!

Monday, November 3, 2008

Man and woman

Genesis 2:18, And the lord God said, “It is not good that man should be alone; I will make him a helper comparable to him.”

Genesis 2:24, therefore a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and they shall become one flesh.


Woman should be a helper for man.
Help him to fulfill the vision of his life.
Man and woman should be joined together and become one flesh.
The vision in them should be same!
If they have different vision, it’s like one body have 2 different kinds of blood.
U no needs to be a rocket scientist to know that if one body have 2 different of bloods, he/she will die immediately.


Again, I conclude this article with Genesis 2:24, therefore a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and they shall become one flesh.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

3rd Arise and Build

3rd Arise and Build season is coming!!
Before that my feeling was,
“Arise and Build again!! Where was I going to find the money??!!
Next year January I need to go Rome for my internship and my salary only 300Euro.
Living there already a problem to me, perhaps I still need extra 100-200Euro per month.
Where could I find the money to give??!!”



But my mind set change after today sermon.
Pastor taught us not everyone has the opportunity to get involve in “Arise and Build”.
King David wants to build God a house but God said it’s not his time.
Today, I’ve the opportunity to build God a house, for sure I want to contribute!
Not only contribute, I gonna to give God a sacrificial offering.
Last year, I crossed the 4 figure giving, this year I gonna to increase 50% of my last year giving.
Even though I have no enough to use but I still want to stretch my faith and give God an offering that cost me something!!


“The God of heaven Himself will PROSPER us; therefore we His servant will Arise and Build.”(Neh 2:20)
“And u shall remember the Lord ur God, for it is He who gives u POWER to get WEALTH, that He may establish His Covenant. ” (Duet 8:18)


God, I believe in ur Word.
I don’t want to lean on the money but I choose to lean on U.
Let my money be meaningful to me.
Bless me oh Lord.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Forgiveness

Today see one my friend post a statement.
"Best way to forgive is to forget."
This statement is not strange for us.
We normally will think like that.
I tried this before, but I failed.
Time can temporary reduce the pain but never remove the pain.
We have to admit the hatred is exist.
Forgive is very very hard but it’s not impossible.
I still learn it.
In fact, we all need to continuing learn to forgive.


Throughout all this years, I’ve come out a definition of forgiveness.
Forgive ≠ Forget
We can forgive, but we never forget.
Forgive = When I remember that incident, there is no hatred inside my heart.


Can’t deny, forgive really need the power from God.
Without God, man hardly can forgive.
Man can forgive because God first forgive us.
God, thanks You because through Your power, I forgave! =)

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Internship in Rome, Italy for 6 months!

Yeah!! My dream came true!!

Actually I don’t expect I can have this opportunity to go Italy through department one..
But everything just beyond what I ask and imagine..
Indeed God is great!!

Yesterday I just got an offer from Citra said that I can have the opportunity go to Rome, Italy for internship..
At that moment, I’m not sure yet because they only pay me 300Euro but the accommodation is provided..

Anyway, after I survey the living cost in Rome, found that it is not cheap at all..
I think this time have to live like beggar over there already, haha..

I’ve a struggle time in making the decision but the final decision is still
..................GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO…………...
Haha..

Rome, I’m coming.. =)

God, plz continue to guide me and protect me..
I know U r there to help me and bless me..
Thx u oh my Lord!! =)

Friday, October 10, 2008

Oversea Internship

Hey hey..
Here is my first article.
So it must be something that is very important for me right now!!!
What is it?
Definitely it’s none other than my coming internship!

I’m a guy full with visions and ambitious desires.
When I want to do something, nobody can stop me and no one can influence me.
The same happen when it comes to the thing I don’t want to do.

Since my second year in uni, I had made my mind to get an oversea internship while other only prefer to have it in local.
So I started to join AIESEC and prepared my oversea internship’s journey.
Now, I had passed the interview and fulfilled all the requirements for oversea internship.

The only thing I need to do is waiting for the matching process between company and me.
Remember, AIESEC is an international organization, the company is open to all AIESECer around the world. Can u imagine how many people will apply for the same job?
In addition, because I’m allergic toward coldness, so I can only apply for country which is not in winter season during December to June!
Hard man…!!

Not only this, it also looks like a bit late for me to apply.
I’ve to wait for 1 month for the matching and another 2 to 3 months for the visa application if I can get the offer from company.
Now already October, if follow the process, I need 4 months time.
And I need to continue study on July next year.
If anything happen during the matching process and it take longer time to process, then my internship will just gone. (Because latest I need to start internship on January to fulfill my 6 months internship)

A lot of obstacles need to go through.
But I believe I can get it.
The only one I can depend on is God.
Because is He who make all thing possible for me!!
God help me..I wish to go Brazil or Australia.
Protect me ooh God!