Friday, July 30, 2010

倒数日本。两个月。

不知不觉,日语课已经上了一个月。
时间真的过得好快!
这种有点令人喘不过气的生活再过两个月就结束了。
这也意味着,我在马来西亚的日子也是剩下两个月了。
突然之间,有些不舍得的感觉!

我以为,我可以走得很潇洒。
我以为,我不会对这里怀念。
我以为,我讨厌这里的种种。
我以为。。
这一切都只是我的“以为”。

原来,我不可以走得很潇洒。
原来,我仍就会对这里怀念。
原来,我并非讨厌这里的一切。
原来。。
我现在才发现我的“原来”。

马来西亚,
虽然政府一塌糊涂,
虽然对待从不公平,
虽然虽然虽然。。
写到这里
发现到我讨厌马来西亚
就只因为两个字,
国政。
就是不想活在被国政执政的国家里。

但。。
这里令我太舒服了。
这里的一切都是那么的熟悉。
这里的一切都可以是很随性。

Hmmm...
我还有多少的时间能陪陪我的我的家人,
见见我的朋友呢?
也许就三年吧,
我会回来。
希望当时的马来西亚,
是一个令我愿意回来的国家。

Monday, July 26, 2010

試験、試験、試験。。

I thought after my last final paper on 27 April, I had said さよなら to exam.
But who know after that in the Japanese language course, every 2 week got one exam.
Now I have more exam than ever before! =.="

Use 2 week time to finish the whole semester course in UM, NVM..
Every 2 week got one exam look like UM final exam, NVM..
Almost every day got some small test, NVM..

NOW..

Now suddenly come out one Toshiba EXAM!!!!
Mamma Mia..
Somemore is like an international exam.
Because Toshiba employees from 6 nations will take the same exam!
I think is same day as well... @.@
Ok this one also NVM..
And my 先生 said, last year Malaysia student result is in TOP 10.
Wah, want force me learn japanese also no need like that la..
Global exam + Top 10 target..
Stress neh..

Philipine gia had started the lesson on April.
Singapore gia is attending advance class (bcz they are advance student).
Taiwan gia knew Japanese before.
Malaysia gia, habis, mati..

But after all,
It is all good.
It make me feel like for sure I'll become a very good Japanese speaking person in future, haha.. =P
Ooh God, give me strenght to continue this learning journey.

がんばって ください。
東芝の試験、大丈夫。。