Thesis..Ooh my thesis....

Now is 6am, and I'm still awake..
Trying so hard to find solution for my thesis..
My thesis title is about "Performance and Emission Characteristics of Diesel Engine Fueled by Mixed Biodiesel Oils".
Wow, sound cool right!
haha..

3 weeks later, I'm going to submit my thesis report,
but guess what,
My progress is ZERO!!
Phiew..
ZEROOOOO!!!!!!
What am I doing in 3 months time?
First, I'm waiting for the lab to complete its renovation.
*2 months, since last year december

After that I'm waiting for my coconut oil that will be used to produce coconut biodiesel.
*3 weeks!
(The company that recommened by my lecturer, Hakita Engineering Sdn Bhd promise me will give me the coconut oil within 2 weeks so I wait lo..but at the end said at least need 5 weeks!
Wasted my time for waiting the oil.
Then my friend found another company, can straight get the oil!)

Then I need to wait for the methanol use as a reactant while produce the biodiesel.
*6 weeks!!
(no choice, can't find another company, so still have to wait for Hakita...@.@)

And then I need to wait for Hakita's engineer to teach me how to use the machine to produce biodiesel. (Because no body know how to use it)
*1 weeks

After ran the first experiment,
mana tahu experiment failed!

The engineer also dono how to exactly produce the biodiesel!!!!!!!!!!!!
BOMB....Bomb....

Hmm...
I decided not to depend on other, I will solve my problem myself.
Today I'm going to do the experiment, God bless me..


Lessons that I had learnt!
1. Never depend on other to help me, Depend on myself.
2. Never wait for the solution that offer by other, find the solution myself.
3. Never have business with Hakita Engineering Sdn Bhd in future, irresponsible compnay.
4. Never be a lousy engineer like engineer from Hakita.

Unfair Treatment

Recently 12th college wireless speed is quite fast.
Finally I can download movie inside my room. =)

Not because UM upgraded the wireles system,
but is because all my neighbours (student who used to stay same floor with me) had moved away.

Before that I also quite curious, why they suddenly disappear?
Until today only I knew the reason...
This is because they're going to further thier studies in JAPAN!
May be you will think, how great is that!
May be you will say, I hope I can get this offer.
But if you're Chinese, very sorry, this golden opportunity is only available for Malay.

Hmmm..
Should I happy due to the fast wireless speed?
Or should I disappointed due to the unfair treatment between Malay and Chinese?

I tried so hard to fight for my first job in Japan.
But they can just go Japan like this.
Hmmm..Malaysia, are u truly is 1 Malaysia??

Irritating Post

Let talk about LOVE here..

I have a friend said:
"I'm so good, why no girl want me?"
"I'm so desperate for the love!!!"

My friend comment and said:
"He's taking up his machine gun, shoot whoever down!"

My opinion:
"Wah, u desperate is ur problem, don't post in facebook let the whole world know what."
**Girl, be careful of these kind of guy.
What he need is non other than just a girlfriend.


Hey, you..you..you and you..
Please stop posting all ur 'love note', 爱的宣言 in facebook lei..
Honestly, I felt very irritating about that..
I believe no body would like to see ur 爱的宣言..
And for those who already have girl friend or boy friend,
Please la, u want to date, go out and date..
Don't date in facebook.. =.="
Don't darling here darling there,
love you here love you there,
miss you here miss you there.. @.@"

If you want to type out,
got handphone gua,
send sms can??
Or u can create a blog between both of you.

Ya, I care about u and ur relationship because we're friend.
I would like to hear from you time to time.
But I definitely not interest in ur 肉麻情话.
Everything have a limit, you can write it,
but don't make it OFTEN...

生命应该思考的问题

今天我照常听唐崇荣牧师的讲道。
感谢主，从他仆人的言语中间，我学习了一些功课。

唐牧师提醒了我，时间是与生命并行的东西。
我需要抓紧我的时间，做有意义，做最重要的东西！
我现在要做的就是，
学习，不断学习。
装备，不断装备。
研读神的话语，不断研读。
趁我还年轻的时候，做年轻时该做的东西。

唐牧师也教导了我，
我的理想，不同于理想的我。
我的理想：我是主体，理想是从我产生出来的，我只看未来的发展合不合我的胃口。
理想的我：是我这个我，应当怎样才算真正合格。
我相信，很多人都和我一样，拥有理想。
拥有我的理想！
但今天我要思考，理想的我是一个怎样的我呢？
我又应当如何将我的理想，和理想的我混合在一起呢？
感谢主，让我还没去日本之前，
还没达到我的理想之前，思考如何达到理想的我。
好让我在他日成功时，依然没有背弃理想的我！

求主怜悯，继续引导我前方的道路。
从今天到日本工作还有7个月或大约210天。
我要在这210天当中用神的话不断装备自己，
好让我成为一个有思想，有智慧的人。
在面对日本这个人生地不熟的地方，我仍然能够活出荣神益人的生命。

My Feeling toward My Cellgroup

Recently I blog about Toshiba a lot.
Now have to blog something else.

Well, recently I keen on listen to Rev. Stephen Tong's sermon.
Such an amazing servant of God.
I think, so far he is the greatest pastor that I met before.
Who can compete with him?
Perhaps, he is the most powerful pastor among all the chinese pastor.
I gain a lot of knowledge from his sermon and begin to realize my weakness in Christianity.
Today I would like to make a commitment,
listen to one sermon each day!

Another thing is about my cellgroup.
The journey of cellgroup in my life is very complicated.
From Wan Yeng cg to Monica cg to Lee Lee cg, now combine with Shao Heng cg pula.
But I still under Lee Lee.
Hmm..I'm not that close with her.
And I felt she also not really want to get close to me.
I don't know why.
Until now, I still miss the time when I was in Monica cg.
I can join in current cg, talk to the members but I failed to talk to Lee Lee.
We are just a very normal "hi-bye" friend.

Do you really know what I meant over here?
She is my leader, I suppose very close to her.
But we are just a "hi-hye" friend.
This is a very serious problem.
Because of that, I don't feel like going to cg.
I felt that our relationship is very fake.
I go there simply to "appear" myself in cg,
SO THAT,
She can take my ATTENDANCE.
What is the problem man?

Do you know how we communicate?
She sms me said tonight got cg, then I reply that I'll be there.
The only time she sms me is on Wednesday evening,
because cg is at 8pm.
Now she even not sms me already.
I'm totally fine with that.
Because I'm not a new member, I will go to cg automatically.

When I go to Japan interview, I told Monica.
She still give me response.
I strongly believe, if I tell Wan Yeng about my interview in Japan,
she will also give me responce.
But when I sms Lee Lee,
Sorry lo, no reply lo.
Everything not about cg or service attendance,
very sorry, will never get a reply.

When I back from Italy,
She said I can actly go to another cg.
But I said I want to stay in her cg.
Simple reason, I want to support her.
Hmmm...

What else can I say?
Yesterday got cg, guess what?
I didn't go.
I choose to stay at my hostel worship God and listen to Rev. Stephen Tong's sermon.
I knew christianity is not about one person, but about relationship.
But I think I'll grow more in this way then pretend go to cg.


Lord, I'm hunger for Your Word.
Fill me and Lead me.

Embrace Change

I suppose to blog about this topic a month ago when Keith preached about this in church.
For me, this is an important message that warned me i can't stay in my comfort zone any longer.
I need to step out, enlarge my capacity and embrace change.

Keith said, the degree of our Transformation is determined by the degree of Willingness in us to embrace change.

Today, I want to ask you one question,
Are you still stay in your comfort zone?

Do you heard people said, I'm happy with my current life, I no need change.
Normally this word is come out from a person who is naive in his mindset.
Grow is a necessity in our lives.
Every living thing and non-living thing in our life grow.
BUT,
If you don't change, how can you grow?
Grow here not means in side but in mind.
One important fact is, we can't expect a different result by keep doing the same thing.
We need change, change to become a better person!

Today, let embrace change together.
Don't think, let ACT!

Making decision

Life is about infinity choices..

Choose to live..Choose to die..
Choose to love..Choose to hate..
Choose to give..Choose to keep..
Choose to believe..Choose to not believe..
Choose to be bless..Choose to be curse..

People always want to make a correct decision.
But which one is the correct decision?
I have made the greatest and best decision in live by chose to believe in God..
I almost fall down in this journey..
But I need to get up and continue walk..

Today, I made another decision..
I chose Toshiba..
The first question is What will I get??
The second question is non other than What will I lose??
I chose Toshiba, means I need to let go of oil and gas industry..
But If I didnt choose Toshiba, I'm not guaranteed will get an oil and gas position..

I hope I have make a correct decision..
I hope I have chose the blssing not the curse..

Lord, continue to look after your son in his journey..
Hope I can continue this journey together with you and give all glory to YOU..