There is no fear in love

There is no fear in love;
but perfect love casts out fear,
because fear involves torment.
But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.
1 John 4:18

Being a Christian more than 10 years.
Going to church from 5 years old.
But I never really know the meaning of this verse.
Today,
On my way go to Toshiba training centre,
God spoke to me.
There is no fear in love.
But perfect love cast out fear.

I believe in this season,
God want me to experience this.

Finally, I understand this verse.

God = Love (1 John 4:16)
Fear = Unsecured (common sense)
Love ≠ Fear (1 John 4:18)
∴ Love = Secure
In God = No Fear
With God = 100% secure

We always see this in drama.
The girl tell the boy,
I don't feel secure with u.
I believe it is Bcz the guy not loving the girl enough.
I means real love with action.

Anyway, I believe God love me enough.
And whatever happen, I have no fear!
I think the word have came in a right time.
What a great promise God have reminded me!
With this promise,
God had cast out the fear in me.
Lastly,
As a son of God,
I not only need to be felt secured,
But ought to let other feel secured too.

TV

After 1 and the half month of thinking..
Finally I made up my mind to buy the TV.
I went to survey the price and model yesterday but failed to buy it..
Because in Yodobashi, the TV that I wish to buy was out of stock!
In Bic Camera, there was stock but the price is 6000yen more expensive.
So, I planned to postpone my plan and buy it during Christmas or new year.

Today,
I planned to go for shopping but when I board on the train and heading to the mall,
only I knew that the mall closed on 8pm.
And I saw the time, 5pm....

Sigh...
So I changed my plan and head toward Kawasaki to see the TV.
I reached Bic Camera and talk to the sale man that Yodobashi was selling at 31800yen.
And he said can sell me at that price too, and immediate can get the TV!!
Wow!!
How great is that, w/o further thinking,
I bought the TV.

The reason I chose this one was,
it was the slimmest TV among the 19" TV.
It is a fact or not?
I'm not sure, I just felt that It was the slimmest.
Toshiba is 1000yen cheaper than it,
but it was too thick for me.. =P
I want a small TV,
and It fit me! 僕にびったり！
And the design is also cool.

So, enjoying my TV now, with Subtitle.. =)

Well, I guess I forgot to mention my TV model.

SHARP AQUOS LC-19K3!!! =)

I'm OLD

I realized I'm OLD.
Ya, I means no longer young anymore.

Today is Friday!
I went to church as usual.
But I'm getting closer to my new friends over there.
Doesn't it sound great?
Once I get closer to them,
I realize one thing...

They are so YOUNG!!

This is a real young people church!
Many of them are below 20 years old!
Man, I'm OLD inside the group!

It can't be,
but it's the truth.

It's hard to accept,
but I've to accept.

Time pass,
what had you done Yu Xuan??

Where is your fire, passion and vision?
What is your main barrier man?
Language?
Come on man,
speak out.
**Now is good time for me to improve my English.
I can either speak English or Japanese in my church,
think positively, it's really good!

Come on,
Is time to wake up,
do something great for God!
Make something meaningful in your life.

Merry Christmas!!

Christmas is just around the corner.
The Christmas atmosphere in Tokyo is really good!
Although it's not a Christian country,
you can see the Christmas decoration everywhere.

People are busying on their Christmas shopping,
People are busying on the Christmas gift preparation,
People are busying on decorating their house,
People are busying to have a Christmas party,
People are so busy about the Christmas.

Like us, are so busy to find and see the great Christmas decoration in Tokyo.
Like us, had received the Christmas gift from teacher.
Like us, start to think what should we do on the coming Christmas Saturday.


But at the end,
It's not about how great is your Christmas decoration?
It's not about how great is your Christmas party?
It's not about how much you spend on your Christmas shopping?
It's not about how many Christmas present do you receive?


You know how the name, Christmas came from?
It came from the late Old English, Cristes Maesse,
or translate to modern English is Mass of Christ.
Mass of Christ!
Ya, it is all about the Christ, Jesus Christ!


I will going to have my Christmas in a really nice place, Tokyo.
In fact, the Sin Chew Daily in Malaysia had reported the great Christmas decoration in Shiodome, the Blue Ocean.
Ya, I knew I going to have a great Christmas over here.

But, I reminded myself.
Always know the true meaning of Christmas.
It's neither about Santa Clause nor Christmas tree.
But it's all about my saviour, Jesus Christ.
I want to give thanks and remembered what he had done for me and you.
Thanks you Lord, for giving you only Son to die for us!
Ya, it's ur birthday Christ.
It's not an unknown, X, birthday.

X'mas??

No,

It's CHRISTMAS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!

フィレンツェ

今日私はフィレンツェについて話します。
フィレンツェはローマの北にあります。
フィレンツェはルネサンスの始めたどころです。
世界の中でたくさん有名な人の郷里はフィレンツェです。
例えば、レオナルド.ダ.ヴィンチやミケランジェロなとです。
フィレンツェで有名な物はポンテヴェキオやサンタ.マリア大聖堂やダビデ像なとです。
イタリア人にとってフィレンツェはイタリアで一番綺麗な町です。
フィレンツェで生活をするのはとても安らかです。
人々の生活は楽しそうです。
もし機会があったら、
是非フィレンツェで一、二年間に住んでみたいです。

ベニス

日本語の勉強のために、
私は毎日作文を書かなければなりません。
前、私は日記を書きましたが、
私の生活はつまらないので、
日記の内容も大体同じです。

今日から、私は特別の題目にします。
私はヨーロッパについて書きます。
長い文はではありませんが、短い分です。
ですから内容も少しいだけあります。
実は私は長い文が書けますが、
私の作文は短いの方がいいと思うので。。。

じゃ、これは私の今日の作文です。


今日私はベニスについて話します。
ベニスはイタリアの北にあって島です。
ベニスは島が118あって、
川は177があって、
橋は401があります。
もし地図に見て、
ベニスの形は魚に似っています。
建物の土台はほとんど石ですが、
ベニスのは木です。
昔のベニス人は本当にすごかったです。
ベニスで有名な物はリアルト橋やサン・マルコ広場やゴンドラなどです。
ベニスの乗り物は船だけです。

皆は多分ベニスだけしていますが、
実はベニスの隣の島も大変綺麗です。
特にブラノです。
ブラノである家の色は全部特別です。
いろいろな色があるので、
とても面白いし、綺麗です。
私はブラノはベニスより綺麗だと思います。
もし機会があったら、是非もう一度ベニスに行きたいです。

健康について

A lots of thing happened last week.
I had been called to see the doctor due a X-Ray.
The X-Ray show that I was not healthy.
When the nurse try to explain to me in Japanese,
I immediately told her, is it TB?
Yes, exactly!!
I knew it immediately bcz I saw the same X-Ray 4 years ago.
I had the same problem 4 years a go and I went to the medical check for several times in Malaysia.
But the result was -ve, which was I'm healthy.
I thought that's just some mistake made by doctor and never thought about it again.
In fact, I didn't suffer from TB too.

Well, now the history is going to retake again.
But this time is no longer RM15 for a checking.
I have the health insurance with me so I only need to pay the 30%.
Luckily man!!

But..

I went to Toshiba Hospital for several times and the 30% had cost me a total of 33000yen (RM1240).

Finally I found that having an insurance is very important! lol

This time of checking is very details where I went through 3 times of blood test, 1 time of CT scan, 1 time of stomach liquid bio test, 1 time of Lung washing, 2 time of ECG and etc...
The result so far show that I don't suffer from TB but the actual result which is the bio test need to wait another 7 weeks!
So, I have to wear mask for this 7 weeks.. @.@
I hope that I am genki, just like what I look like.. =P
Lord, bless me, protect me and heal me by the Name of Jesus Christ! Amen!!

Ok, this one done.
Another one is my right eye failed the hearing test.
But I think I should have to pass the test.
May be the condition of the place was a bit noisy or the method of wearing the headphone was incorrect.
So I can't hear the sound.

Ok, now come to the one I really worry about.
That is my blood sugar is quite high, around 97!
The limit is 99 and I just less 2 from that!!
OMG! I don't want to have diabetes!!
(High blood sugar will lead to diabetes right?, If I'm wrong, plz correct me. I will be very happy to hear the NO!)
My grandpa and father suffered from diabetes.
I knew I also will have the potential but Lord, not at this time.
I am 23 years old now!!
Pray, pray and pray..
Have to do something with it!