Finally, it was my turn to go up the stage of DTC.
Finally my convocation came yesterday.
At this late night,
I flash back my Uni life.
Remembered when I first came to UM,
I'm a guy full with vision,
full with vision for God.
But a guy who not really want to study.
I don't know what is the reason I was so lazy during my first and second year.
Because of the UM academic system?
Because of the temptation around me?
Because I was free from anybody control?
I was not so sure.
I just knew that, I poteng all the time.
For me, attended or not attended the lectures were the same.
In fact, it was.
Until now, I still think the same.
U can't imagine how serious am I until u read the sentence below.
After one sem or one year(forgot dy, most probably is one year),
I only realize there were someone called XXX,YYY,ZZZ in my class!
I'm not talking about Malay, I'm talking about Chinese.
Can you imagine that? =.="
Most of the time I didnt do my tutorial.
Most of the time I attended lectures also talked with friend the whole lectures.
Most of the time I only studied at the study week.
And I still remembered I used one night to study my MOM subject.
Somemore that time addicted to PC game, study half hour played half hour.
Suprisingly I got an A- too.
But I'm not that lucky all the time.
What you sow is what you reap.
I never get an A in my mathematic.
Not because I don't know how to do,
just because I didnt do enough exercise.
What a shame to me..
And as a result, got one semester I got a CGP of 3.03!
I can never forget, because this cost my RM33k!!
I very actived in church that time.
I joined ministry, I joined Campus Crusade, I joined Cell Group, I joined disciple group, I joined bibile study, I joined many Christian activities.
All these activities mentions above were just within one week time.
And this also caused me a very inactive person in my college and uni.
I only joined one activity in my college, one activity in Engine faculty and one whole campus activity within four years time.
Am I regreted?
I don't know.
Time flies..
Things started to change when I was in third years.
I realized I was too lazy.
I started to study hard.
I quit Campus crusade, quit disciple group, quit any Christian activity in UM.
I knew that I have no time for such activities.
After the internship in Italy, I studied even harder.
Everyday also study, without failed.
As a result, my results improved obviously every semester until my last semester got a full As result.
But this time I really regret.
I regreted I started work hard only at my third years.
And it make me can't graduate with a distinction honour.
The most important thing is,
now I have to pay back my PTPTN which is RM30k. T_T
Although I didnt do very well in my academic,
but God still bless me.
I get the internship in Italy.
And now I get a job in Tokyo.
Although the salary is not very very high,
but I'm glad that I can go Japan.
Since my first year,
I had aimed for oversea internship and oversea career.
I never thought I can has my internship in Italy which is a country I never dare to thing about.
And I never thought I can has my first job in Japan which is the world's second largest economic country.
Although there were some defects in my uni life,
But since this two main objectives had achieved and it was beyond my imagination,
Therefore, I can't ask for more.
I can only give thanks and give thanks.
Last but not least,
I would like to thanks all the wishes and presents from my family, friends and coursemate.
It is my honor to meet you all in my life.
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Yesterday should be a happy ending.
But life is full with problems.
The reason I'm still online, writing such a long blog,
is because I'm unhappy.
I love and enjoy the total tranquillity in the late night.
May be this is the only time I can escape from all the troubles.
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