Unpeaceful feeling

Friday I heard that 12th College in UM got people fall down from 5th floor and death..
Today I heard that my hometown got people got murdered..

Suddenly an unpeaceful feeling appeared.
Oh Lord, Love cast away fear.
In You, there is a peace.

Today, let me draw closer to You.

倒数日本。两个月。

不知不觉，日语课已经上了一个月。
时间真的过得好快！
这种有点令人喘不过气的生活再过两个月就结束了。
这也意味着，我在马来西亚的日子也是剩下两个月了。
突然之间，有些不舍得的感觉！

我以为，我可以走得很潇洒。
我以为，我不会对这里怀念。
我以为，我讨厌这里的种种。
我以为。。
这一切都只是我的“以为”。

原来，我不可以走得很潇洒。
原来，我仍就会对这里怀念。
原来，我并非讨厌这里的一切。
原来。。
我现在才发现我的“原来”。

马来西亚，
虽然政府一塌糊涂，
虽然对待从不公平，
虽然虽然虽然。。
写到这里
发现到我讨厌马来西亚
就只因为两个字，
国政。
就是不想活在被国政执政的国家里。

但。。
这里令我太舒服了。
这里的一切都是那么的熟悉。
这里的一切都可以是很随性。

Hmmm...
我还有多少的时间能陪陪我的我的家人，
见见我的朋友呢？
也许就三年吧，
我会回来。
希望当时的马来西亚，
是一个令我愿意回来的国家。

試験、試験、試験。。

I thought after my last final paper on 27 April, I had said さよなら to exam.
But who know after that in the Japanese language course, every 2 week got one exam.
Now I have more exam than ever before! =.="

Use 2 week time to finish the whole semester course in UM, NVM..
Every 2 week got one exam look like UM final exam, NVM..
Almost every day got some small test, NVM..

NOW..

Now suddenly come out one Toshiba EXAM!!!!
Mamma Mia..
Somemore is like an international exam.
Because Toshiba employees from 6 nations will take the same exam!
I think is same day as well... @.@
Ok this one also NVM..
And my 先生 said, last year Malaysia student result is in TOP 10.
Wah, want force me learn japanese also no need like that la..
Global exam + Top 10 target..
Stress neh..

Philipine gia had started the lesson on April.
Singapore gia is attending advance class (bcz they are advance student).
Taiwan gia knew Japanese before.
Malaysia gia, habis, mati..

But after all,
It is all good.
It make me feel like for sure I'll become a very good Japanese speaking person in future, haha.. =P
Ooh God, give me strenght to continue this learning journey.

がんばって ください。
東芝の試験、大丈夫。。

Inception

After a two weeks of boring "Japanese" life,
finally there was something light up my life today.
My Japanese class + Toshiba gang went to watch a movie called Inception.
I never heard of the movie before,
since everybody is going so I also join in.
Surprisingly, this movie is extraordinary interesting.

At the beginning, it was quite hard to understand what the movie was going on.
But as the story went on, the secret slowly unveiled..
Interesting and meaningful part slowly to appear.
For me, it's something like Matrix,
it's something u need to understand only can enjoy the movie.

Anyway, don't miss it!
..INCEPTION..

无聊的生活

每天早上起身
来到日语班
听一大堆听不懂的语言　
看一大堆看不懂的词句
用日语回答老师问题时
说一个字停两秒
伊伊诶诶 嗯嗯哦哦
音调走到完

回到家对着电脑
玩玩面书
看看新闻

然后对着日语书
不断复习
不断阅读
不断记录重点
读到三更半夜
然后又不断忘记


这种生活过了一个星期
无聊至极
一点娱乐都没有
可怜的我
还要面对两个月

我还不是上了贼船
叹息

My Japanese Class

Finally my Japanese class started on yesterday.
So I would like to share the condition of my class.

Firstly, all my sensei are Japanese.
Emm..This is quite good la, ha...

Secondly, all my sensei 99% speaking Japanese and communicate with us in Japanese.
Walauyeh, u thought I learnt Japanese before meh?!
Bla bla bla in front of me, but i dont understand a single word!
先生、わかりません。
Wanna ask question also don't know how to ask.. =.="
Is it effective by using this method?? Let's see..

Thirdly, all my sensei thought us very "pannai", they teach so fast until u lost urself in the class.
Yes, I'm attending an intensive class, but it is really very intensive!
Finish Hiragana in 40 minutes then second day give spelling pula.
Phiew, luckily I learnt Hiragana at home before, if not sure die.

Fourthly, all my sensei give so many vocabulary for us to memorize.
Walauywh, one day around 100 new vocabulary, u thought I'm God ar?!
先生、私わ神でわありません。

So far write until here first, going to continue memorize my vocabulary.
Later still need to watch World Cup ooh.
I'm damn hardworking, haha..

Move to the Casa Tiara in Subang

Just now went to take the key of the Casa Tiara.
Toshiba gave us 4 units in total.
2 units studio, 1 unit 3R2B and 1 unit 2R2B.
There is one girl among us so definitely she will take one studio,
So left another studio..
Actually plan to stay at the studio,
but too many people want to stay at studio..
So end up stay at th3 3R2B unit.

When I said I want to choose studio,
another 2 friends also want it..
So I just give up my way for them to choose..
In this world, if you don't fight for the thing u want,
u'll just lose it immediately.

I'm thinking, am I right to give up the house at the beginning?
I lose what I want..
Or think oppositely,
am I too selfish to fight for the house?
This is a realistic world,
I personally think, we should fight for the thing we want.
Others won't pity at you or be thankful to you if you don't fight..
And at the end u urself is being a loser.

From now own, I think I should change..
In the condition of didnt hurt anybody else,
I'll fight for what I want.
Sorry for being realistic, because this is a realistic world.

By the way, I'm still happy with the current room.
The main point is not I can't get the studio,
the main point is I learn a lesson today.. =)
Or I should remember what my supervisor told me,
I couldn't ask for more.
This is good enough for me, be thankful.. =)
Here I come Casa Tiara.. =)


***p/s: just a little more, I just got to know Toshiba is going to pay me RM85 per day. Woohoo... =D